Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Initializing hypothalamus sequencing

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TOUCH ATTACK 2010 and i must fly away

Monday, June 22, 2009

EZEKIEL

meow meow. im bored. waitinggggg. for shar's call high up from genting. my fingers cant reach the caps lock or shift key. no capital letters for now. apologies. not! pffftttt. cant wait for good food and cheap shit in a bit. always make sure you're in safe danger. nothing happens. and nothing keeps happening. im reading rant now. love it. chuck palahniuk is redeemed after snuff. but that's only because i read rant later. hated snuff. it's like god wrote a chapter for the bible after he found that eve betrayed him. a bad bad apple.

Monday, May 11, 2009

Quite simply, to be honest, you suck.

  1. Call the dentist
  2. Fix bicycle
  3. Plan roadtrip
Ready? O-K!

Today is a different day than yesterday is a different day than tomorrow! Yessssss. What's this mood shift shift back to good again? It's none other than the magic of you-know-who! Yup, just after a phone call and a few texts to and fro, I feel alive again! You have NO IDEA how that little boy can brighten up my mood in heartbeat. So yes! As much as I miss him to death still, according to mrs yip, "life go on" (in a chink accent, pls). Enough is enough! No more mopping around waiting for something to happen. Things still need to get done and life still has to be lived. WITH ZEST! I shant invest my time and effort on people who wont do the same for me no more. If you dont care then I dont care we're not going anywhere, whahaha avril in yo face. I'm not trying to be anything really. I'm just looking cool like that in my pikachu pajamas and weird haircut. I dont care if it's aesthetically pleasing to you or not but it pleases me. I'll just keep doing what I know I do best- LAUGHING, LOVING AND LIVING!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Rapunzel Rapunzel Let Down Your Hair

  1. Visit the doctor's clinic
  2. Fix the bicycle
  3. Plan road trip
Helloooooo.

First off, I'm bored. I'm dead bored. I've been bumming around ALL day the past 2 days. Drifting in and out of sleep, drifting in and out of reality, drifting in and out of an alternate reality courtesy of Nora Roberts. There is just nothing to do! And I'm not complaining, really. I mean, this is all that I've been wanting to do during the school term, right? But no, my GoogleReader still isnt cleared, I'm not enjoying Nora Roberts as much as I'd like to, I dont feel like painting and worse of all, I dont seem to be interested in YouTube! There, I said it! I'm not falling out of love with video making, just... the community is getting kinda stoic, maybe.

Pardon my rant here. I'm assuming, hopefully rightfully, that no one reads this anymore. All day I'm just missing Darren. I miss him sooo much. This isnt like how we pictured our holidays to be like. He should be having the time of his life in the US and I should be eagerly awaiting his return while spending my holidays sweetly by catching up with old friends. But.. why isnt any of this happening? Expect the eagerly waiting part. That is happening enough, alright. Ok, but the thing is, our longing for each other is really kinda just... destructive, at worst. He's constantly wishing I'm there with him so I could see the things he see and we all know I wish it too, more than anyone else. I'm here pinning for him, having no mood to do anything else but picture his return where I'll run into his open arms and we'll be engulfed in the tightest embrace in the world. It makes me wonder what I did before him... In a short span of time, we've become so entwined in each other's life. And we love it. At the same time, we're afraid. We dont want our friends to start leaving us alone. So my mission to reconnect with old friends while he's gone, essentially failed. I'm not making any effort and my friends are too busy. For me. I'm suicidal. I'm leaking the gas. I'm tying the noose. I've got my gun out.

Just kidding, guys. If you do happen to be reading this- Call me. Before I admit myself into the asylum.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Read Error404

omg, i am sick and tired of feeling as such. so i am going to do something about it. girls, stay single. you are most desirable when you're out of reach. unless the person that's gonna reach for you is absolutely gonna desire you more than ever. which is always impossible because girls rule, boys boo. dont say nobody's ever told u. u heard it from me first. and girls who are already stuck in a relationship, haha too bad. make the best out of your situation. go waste your time, effort and most of all, emotions on a dog or something. trust me, it's more responsive. dont count your chickens before they're hatched. dont count on a boyfriend to nurse you. they only hurt you and please you so they can hurt you again. boys.. when they become your boyfriend, they just take you for granted.

Friday, January 9, 2009

me + you < us

  1. trash
  2. nails
  3. flix-list
  4. MAL (almost there!!)
  5. Pri
  6. wall
  7. pack
Ashley says Fuck You and wishes to exist only as a single entity.