why am i sighing like nobody's business

larger than fiction

DONT FORGET ASHLEY, TO NEVER EVER DRINK AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVER!! EVER!! EVER!!! EVER!!!! EVER!!! FUCK YOU BLOGGER. NO, IN FACT, DONT FORGET ASHLEY TO NEVER EVER LEAVE THE HOUSE HOW ABOUT THAT! YESSSS! FUCK YOU MATERIALISTIC SUPERFICIAL SHALLOW SKANK OF A WORLD. IM GOING TO REJECT YOU AND LEAVE EVERYTHING YOU'RE ABOUT AND IM GOING TO DIE TRYING IF I DONT SUCCEED AND IM GOING TO SHOW EVERYBODY MY SPIRIT AND THEY CAN GO FUCK THEIR CONTEMPORARY BORING LIFESTYLES AND PISSED SHITTY MINDSETS!! ARGH THERE'S GOT TO BE A MORE UNDERSTANDING RECEPTIVE WORLD OUT THERE

nobody wants to see a wasted fuck.

1. Visit the doctor's
2. Proj Mal
3. sad face
   

LAUGH AS MUCH AS YOU BREATHE AND LOVE AS LONG AS YOU LIVE

i was there first

it's ok to rip off styles afterall imitation should be the best form of flattery no? But it's wrong to bask in the glory of somebody else's originality when you are mistaken for being the unique one. you just dont have my guts, ok. give credit where it's due, yaNno. I'd appreciate that next time, kthxbai.

actually, im just falling sick and when that happens, i morph into some b***h. ugh. no ashley no.

DON’T COMPLAIN; DON’T EXPLAIN.
Suck it all in, fuck a duck.
Life is good because we’re living it.

DON’T COMPLAIN; DON’T EXPLAIN.
Suck it all in, fuck a duck.
Life is good because we’re living it.

DON’T COMPLAIN; DON’T EXPLAIN.
Suck it all in, fuck a duck.
Life is good because we’re living it.

But you so DID NOT bring all those into vogue! :'(

take me to a place where magic never dies

1. Visit the doctor's!!!
   
2. Get correct colours for Proj Mal
   
3. #12 ---> TSK!! irritating!
   
4. mama; =( ughisux
   
5. recipes, LOL
   
6. fumm
   

HAHAHAHA!

I've mailed the mail (ok, wilson did. thanks but as if he'll read this dumbass) and I've started on Proj Mal which isnt going very well but arghhh I'll fix that soon enough cos i will have to AND i've contacted jeanette which is like, the funniest thing ever!!!! OMG I SO SHOULD'VE SAVED THE MSN CONVO! IT CHEERED ME UP A BIT HAHAH WE WERE BEING ULTIMATE FANGIRLS OF ARASHI!!!!! GUSH GUSH GUSH SWOOOOON~~~! MAKES ME WANNA LAUGH JUST THINKING ABOUT IT OMG WE'RE GONNA GO TO JAPAN AND WATCH THEIR 10TH ANNIVERSARY CONCERT AND SHOUT "MATSUJUN! MATSUJUN!!! AISHITERU!!!!" AND "RIDA!!! RIDA!! RIDA MY LOVE!!!" FOR JEANETTE! HAHAHHA SHE WAS SOOOO HEARTS-POPPING-IN-EYES WHEN I SHOWED HER OHNO-KUN'S VERY IMPRESSIVE AND KAKOII KAKOII DANCE MOVES OMG OMG AMG ARASHI ARASHI FOR DREAMMM!! HAHHAH! AMG I'M GONNA FAINT!

itsumo itsumo soba ni itai dakedo dame da yo na.

I'm doing the timetable shitz now, and i wanna laugh cos my timetable looks like stick your hands into the garbage bin and grab some rubbish and crumple them and stick it on your face. (yes tt's the face of kj, hahahahhahahahahahahaahhahahahahah!!!! fuck,so mean) but yeah, the boxes are all red and the exams all clash so everything's red everywhere. it makes me wanna laugh but im too hungry to do so. and im going to get diabetes here cos of somebody ahhhh but no ashey, protect yourself project your heart!

1. Visit the doctor's
   
2. Project MAL
3. #12
4. contact jeanette; is she EVER on msn??
   
5. mama; =(
   
6. mail; just look for it ashley
   
7. recipes; uhm
   
8. boo; shit!

zzzzzzz

WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE I AM FORGETTING SOMETHING IMPORTANT??

BECAUSE MY BRAIN IS BEST AT PUTTING OFF STUFFFFFF

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DAMMIT IT'S MY YOUTUBE VIDEOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

vhy nort

ASHLEY DONT FORGET YOU'VE GOT 15AUs SECURED FOR SEM 1, YEAR 1.

Urgent: Buy assessment books before monday!!!

1. MAL
2. 12
3. jeanette
4. mama
5. mail
6. recipes
7. boo

When you start using acronyms and short forms to compile your to-do list, you know they've been there long enough.

BUY PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER!!!!!!!!!!!!

1. write ermita's appraisal
2. electric feel and logistic fail
3. get stuff from roxane!
4. contact jeanette
5. contact oak<, fum
6. visit my mama
7. START ON PROJECT MAL (gawd, totally forgot abt tt tdy)
8. #12

Feels good to strike things out, mwhahaha!!

Also, I dreamt that someone (i think darren) invited me to this place in the future. It was all final fantasy like where you're virtually the only person wandering around. The buildings were what you'd called minimalist? And the air was just misty but clean and white-like, except for where you'd walk. Everything was clean and lined and regulated and horribly horribly bureaucratic. And efficient. How can we forget the word that dictate the demands in our lives now. And there I was, in that cool but cold atmosphere. Yelling out to no one in a dramatic fashion about how dreadful the place has become and that there was nobody else's face whom I could look at.

OH and remember to stay happy, everyone! Plus I have to remember to exchange books with the SHARKAMAMA

1. write ermita's appraisal
2. electric feel and logistic fail
3. get stuff from roxane!
4. contact jeanette
5. contact oak, fum
6. visit my mama
7. START ON PROJECT MAL (gawd, totally forgot abt tt tdy)
8. #12

anything else im forgetting?

gotta wind me up; got my mind made up

Things I need to do because I forgot (again):

1. Bring the trash out to recycle
2. call my mama
   
3. call kelly
4. start on Project Mal
5. ask pple about #12
6. exchange thingys with roxane, fum! this is almost urgent, kay!
7. contact jeanette asap
8. and im still embarking on Project Get Fat
9. maybe i need Project Sleep Early to complement it too

Yes, I'm going to remember all of these and be a productive person!

OH YES AND I NEED TO GET A BEN10 PRESENT FOR MY TUITION KID!!

Also, I'm embarking on Project Get Fat.

And also, I should gtfo the internet and start studying.

Hello Gaia!

I need to take my forgetfulness somewhere & somewhere is here! Because I never got around to my idea of sticking those post-its on the agnes b. poster on my wall. fumm. All of you should help me remember! Remind me to do stuff I have to do or that I said I'm gonna do. Or I'll never ever get around to doing them because I am obsessed with the internet.

For today, i need to remember to

1. take the trash to recycle
2. read all of ermita's blog
3. watch the democrat primaries
4. okie, there's got to be somemore...